It's Wednesday

2011-02-21T04:35:00.000-08:00

Its been long since I last blog. I cannot find a proper place where I feel comfortable to rant and to express out what I am feeling right now, therefore I am here. A place almost obsoleted, perhaps the perfect channel to SHOUT.

Its not every day i feel emo anyway and it has really been super long since I feel this way.

Simple words to describe. Small, incompetent, weak.

Source? I'm not very comfortable to say cause it makes me feel vulnerable.

Rant over. Gonna get back my feet to continue mugging for tml's green chemistry test. =)

Long Long Ago

2010-08-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

There is always this barrier to always make me starts a new post....

My 3 month plus, close to 4 months holiday is coming to an end and i'm more than happy.. got my license (really should have deserved this 1 yr back).. cleared my summer research... and being aimless most of the time. I swear i'm gonna do something GOOD the next time i face this kind of long holidays again.

It's kinda sad that i find it hard to find people to hang out or meet up or something during the vacation and it makes me wonder too why no one is asking me out for a drink or two.. Damn those negative emotions... Good thing those thoughts drifted quickly as my mind is always calibrated to be as empty as possible... i credit army for giving me this ability..

Well, the good thing is i'm gonna end this long holiday with a getaway to auzzie and NZ for 10 days.. =)

New term is starting.. I've just packed my area to make it look good before i start messing it when school starts.. Hope to see some good news when i'm back from auzzie regarding the timetable..

I hope for a new change in me this coming semester... perhaps a lecturer bugger, a social enthusiast, a hopeless mugger or maybe just a complete asshole.. hmmm...

Back To The Days When We Were Young

2010-01-31T09:18:00.000-08:00

Changes. Unknowingly, everyone has changed physically or mentally, for the better or worst. Do we still have the same dreams like we had before today??

1. I was terribly bored and so, i happened to visit friendster and it sort of like got me thinking for a while.

2. I was caught in a big surprise to see how much my friends had changed since the era I had known them till now. I do mean the appearance.

3. There is something that i did realise that were lost by everyone along the path to today. That something is what everyone left behind their back, while being so blinded by the situations they are in today.

4. I could not really tell what is it. It seems like the carefree lifestyle of a student, the laughter of worry-less people. The day never seems old. I guess that is why people say.. school life is the best.

5. But now as i carried on my student life, i also feel that i had lost that something. I mean where was that joy i should have when people claimed 'school life is the best' and where is the kind of school life i had experienced back when i was in polytechnic. Those days were gone.

6. While looking at those old testimonial of mine, i realised what a person i was in the past. I'm not quite sure if i had changed a lot, but i hope not.

7. At this stage in life, many of my friends have been giving serious consideration on their route to future. I have seen many unhappiness among them. Work, office politics, tired and a loss of passion. What had gone wrong, did they got drifted elsewhere? I hope i had the power to reinforce their passion.

8. The enthalpy of deciding something is high, the enthalpy of working on something decided is even higher. Passion is like enzyme, they catalyst the process for you.

9. I have been very lucky i guess. Just like a leaf floating on the surface of the river, i had took the path where life had brought me to. I have been very appreciative that i made it into university.

10. I tried to keep my life as simple as possible. Experience what a student should feel. Feel happy because i cleared my lab report. Feel disappointed as i din do well for my test. Feel stress when exam is near. Life cannot be measured by an instance, it comes in a package. Right now, the approach to this package is called simplicity to me.

11. I want a revolt. Revolt to my current lazy life. I am picking up jogging and i'm banging the books. I hope this drive can turn into a complete revolution to my life.

12. Back to my usual grumbles, haha.. i realised i cannot study with people who are more serious than me in studies. Look, I have been with people who don't really treat studies with high importance, especially in polytechnic and you know who i am referring to. haha.. I don't think i am ready for serious people yet.

13. I hope tml's experiment don't cock up after a horrendous lab session 2 weeks ago and a whole week to come out with excuse to cover up and explains the rubbish results.

Enuff of blogging. Shall end here. Selamat jalan!

School!

2010-01-14T07:50:00.000-08:00

School school school. Its the start of another semester of hard work.

1. First day of semester. Was so unprepared. Forgot to charge my mp3 player, forgot to charge my hp, forgot to bring my study mood that was left at the exam hall back on 3rd december back to this semester.

2. I was kinda disappointed with the lineup of my lecturers, boring bunch of people. How can i survive this semester?!?!?!

3. I was confident that i could wake up after 6 - 7 hours of sleep for school. I was so wrong. When my alarm rang, i woke up and turn it off, thinking that i would immediately climb up and prepare for school. In the end, i went back to sleep once again. zzz...

4. I think phone with wifi kills.

5. I think phone with wifi that allows u to connect to msn kills.

6. I think phone with wifi that allows u to check nba score kills.

7. I think phone with wifi that allows u to go facebook kills.

8. I cannot get into my attentive mood. The feeling is just so different from last semester.. HOW??????????

9. Not a great start to school. I must get the study mood back by next week and be a chiongster once again.

10. Lecturers, stop playing, please remove that slang of yours. Yah yah yah, i'm referring to u, the indian and the china man.

11. This blogger thing is racist, when i type 'indian', it shows me a red line below.

12. Do not go beyond the line. Orh ok...

Where is the line??

Bye 2009.. Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

Eventful eventful 2009.. but it all became history as the minute hand strikes 12.. For better or worst, 2010 is here..

Went for countdown ytd.. and shall start the year with history of the past 24 hours describing the insignificant things.. Like wad sherlock holmes said in the movie, its the small things that is the most important...

1. The taxi driver was saying.. the faster u go, the less likely u will meet an accident, cuz when u meet an accident, u will probably face death. The natural fear of death makes u avoid accidents. What a perfect excuse for driving fast..

2. There was this guy whom i happened to walk passed, he was telling his fren, ' hey dun sigh, if u sigh today, u r gonna to sign for the rest of the year.' How superstitiously optimistic..

3. From bugis to esplanade.. from esplanade to robertson quay... from robertson quay to tg pagar.. my legs are breaking. A good earphone and mp3 player make the perfect companion. And of cuz, frens..

4. While people like to include new year kiss, new year walk.. i like new year shit (yeah literally).. its something personal and it gives u a sense of relieve... =X

5. New year aside, thank god for my results. Amazing how NTU gives chance to a person leaving so much blanks on his exam paper. Thanks NTU for putting me through hell and sending me to heaven.

6. U noe u are a fan of a team when u feel so touched that u feel like crying when u see ur team going on the winning ways. Go Spurs go~!!

7. ISG! Quater finals for both captain ball and bball.. hope for a good ankle to get into the team and play an awesome game.

8. Annoying Orange!! Not that i'm annoyed though.

Done! Happy 2010!

Living it up

2009-10-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

Come on QZ, not the time to feel bitter. The worst has yet to come, the best has yet to show. Gonna pull yourself up.

'Now where did i put my chill pills??'

Pain is temporary, but it never ends... zzz..

2009-10-16T11:12:00.000-07:00

I'm a little shaken... i still cannot accept the fact that i failed my physics test.. 4/10.. I tot i was rather prepared and familiar with the formulas and concepts already.. i was totally wrong... hell wrong... It all came down to nothing when i took the test today. In fact, 4/10 was already a gift. Lady luck was with me as i got 3 points from 'tikam-ing' the MCQ answer.

Like i have told some, i always laugh at people who study so hard but just cannot score well for exam, or at least having a result worst than me. Now that i have joined the mugging gang, i am afraid of myself falling into that category of being an underachiever. Studying so hard but cannot convert the effort into results, that is a total nightmare for a mugger. (did i mention this be4 in my previous post??? ermm... well.. nvm... )

i am rather impressed with my result so far. Just got back my biochemistry and forensic science mid term test result, 93 and 88 respectively. I could not be anymore happy even though there was still room for improvements. Its like singing a song in a competition, you already have one hell of a vocal, but there is still some fine technics such as handling of the tail note that could have make the song more perfect.

Perhaps another analogy to describe the situation i am in. Aiming for 4.5 GPA and working towards it is like walking on a very fine rope at high altitude, any snaps on the rope could lead you to falling back onto the ground. After every obstacles, there is an uncertainty if the rope had gave way or you could have lose your foot. i am now in this exact situation that i cannot afford to make any mistake. I am scare you see, to walk on such high altitude with such an unstable platform. I am trying hard not to lose any footings.

Humble. That is something i need to be or learn. I am constantly reminding myself about being humble. I MUST BE HUMBLE!!!! well.. wif that i shall end my post...

my msn nick,' I dun wan to get good result for every subject and haf a fail in physic la...~~~~ T.T 4/10... 3 r tikam...' shrugged~

oh yah... humble... ... .

studying slave

2009-10-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

Decided to blog, after thinking that if i should study, do report or blog..

Woah.. recess week passed just like that and since then another week has fled too. Time is now moving at a hyper fast speed, next month is my exams already. Gonna start to adjust myself right into exam mood as early as next week.

Today is definitely not a very fantastic day for me. Lab is full of cock up.. and right now i'm thinking how am i going to draw up my report.. edit results or stick to it and give hell lots of excuse to explain it.. headache~

Did some bad moves last week by not studying on some days of the week, gonna get burnt for that. With 3 mid terms coming up and 1 cock up lab report to hand in, life is gonna be saturated with tons of workloads at least for these few weeks.

Physics!!! friday is my mid term for physics already and i'm still struggling with basic concepts and conservations.. I was pretty shocked myself that day when the lecturer went through briefly the previous mid term paper and i could get a single thing on what he was explaining. While people often approach to ask some questions that they might not understand, I just feel like being down on my knees, putting some eye drops in my eyes, cling tightly to his pants and beg him to reteach every single thing again. But then again.. its not gonna happen..

This was taken during my recess week.. went out to study almost every day. This particularly, was taken during mid autumn festival.. while people are playing with lanterns, i am meddling with notes. boo~~

Happy Birthday..

2009-09-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday, Q!!!

Life of an undergrad

2009-09-16T22:49:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. Life in uni has reached a point whereby i termed it as 'equilibrium'. Getting very use to the lifestyle here, to that extent that i may say that it is a little bit routine. Every tuesday hand in lab datasheet, chiong tutorial on monday, an average of 1 test per week, using com during breaks and finding time to self-study.. Don't really feel the stress environment here, maybe because i enjoy studying chemistry as a subject.. and also becuz of my damn confidence.. haha..

Well, just got my organic chemistry test, i must say that i am rather satisfied with my test result, 78/100.. my initial aim was to get 66.666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666667/100, as this will mean 2 out of 3% of the overall grades. My maths quiz result was pretty ok too, 1.4/2. Its a really good warm up to my uni life.. now my aim is to get grades with this equation... lim x as x tends to 100... kind of an impossible aim.. but like i've said.. its only an aim.. aim derivates from reality.. but still, i haf to work hard for my GPA 4.5..

I must apologise if i make studying in uni sound so simple, haha.. i haf friends in nus who are complaining everyday about how sucky and chim is the lecture.. In fact, my chemistry modules are also quite chim.. requires alot of understand, especially this module, named CBC 111. I guess alot of ppl were blown away by the lectures too. First, it was schdinger equation, then now comes the d orbital. While i can manage to understand the lecture at every instantanous slides, i got thrown far away if i were to put everything together as a chapter. That is one module, that i force myself to be awake, as slight daydream can get u miss out some important concept. Luckily, the lecturer has some weird kind of humour that will entertain me slightly.

My advice to everyone studying in uni.. self-study is important in uni as speed of light> speed of sound> lecturer's teaching > every other thing else.. lol..

bb

Uni Life - the beginning of something shitty

2009-09-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

Looks like everytime i have to start my blog with, 'very long nv blog le...' Indeed, 8 to 9 months since i blogged. I did have the urge and i did type something that eventually ended up in the draft, but none were even published. Well, now since i have the time, i must as well make use of my 2 hours break to blog.

Just want to vent out some of my @#$%&$%^&*(#%#@... Just gone through 2 tests this week and i can say the test results are not gonna be good. Especially organic chem, haiz~ i know every single shit that was tested yet i still commit careless mistakes. Sure i was dread, i shouldn't have sleep late the day before, but nvm its over. We move on with time. Like one has ever said, if you get zero for your 3% test, u still can get full marks for the rest of the 97%, so what the hell is that 3%?!

Looks like university is indeed different from polytechnic. It makes all my last minute seh disappear. Last minute work just couldn't work out as i get tired easier than before. haiz~ old le.. and it really takes alot of discipline to study in advance. I can see some of the competitive nature in my course and i think i might just lose out because of that. It is also hard to make friends here, though making friends is not one of the objective for me, but it is always good to have some friends to hang out with during breaks and all that. Although i have make a couple of friends in here, but my usual companions are still my S5, astello radience, psp and biz library computer. Nvm, i shall make companion wif my organic chemistry textbook and calculus textbook.
Nerdified.

blah blah blah. Actually, i'm just tired and tiredness is proportional to my getting pissed level. Just to vent it out so that i don't feel so tired.. hahaha.. I'm into this daydream during lecture state due to my tiredness. Yes... i need some chill pills...

Happy 2009

2009-01-07T05:48:00.000-08:00

Happy 2009 to everyone. The evil 2008 has finally gone for good, let's welcome 2009!!
And the highlight of the year........... ORD!!! 5 more months to ORD..

Have been enjoying my december since 18th. whereby my leaves start. Went to JB, KL, had a cls bbq gathering, watch a couple of movies, celebrate new year and xmas. It's been very fruitful. And i dun feel like elaborating more on it.

Okay.. i'm lacking creativity to continue this post. Life is back to routine after new year and i'm back with this damn wednesday feeling. Why can't friday comes every 3 days.. friday saturday sunday.. friday saturday sunday.. friday saturday sunday.. .. .

ok.. end my post here.. bye

damn wednesday...

cAmp PiNnaCle

2008-12-10T05:21:00.000-08:00

Wooh... i'm not dead.. i'm not dead.. this blog is still alive.. it is not abandoned or anything. Was really busy for this past month especially wednesday. Somehow i need to stay in camp every wednesday and todae i managed to escape from staying. Have really encounter alot of unfortunate things that are really discouraging. Move on dude. I'm moving on, life sucks anyway. Nevertheless, there is always fun times when it comes to work.

I was attached to this camp called camp pinnacle. It was a reward camp for the by-right the 'top few' cadets to have fun. The cadets went for various excursions to different army camps to expose to army in general. To them, it was supposed to be a fun camp, to the army. it was supposed to be a 'brain-washing and psycho-ing people to sign on' camp. We went to the navy unit, air force, comabt engineers unit and more. Have a chance to ride the army plane, C 130. Very cool plane, and yeah i also meant the air conditioned in the plane. Did not get a chance to seat the navy ship though due to the poor weather. The cadets also went through a jungle survival demostration like how to collect water in the jungle. One of the demostration was how they kill the chickens and frogs by twisting the neck and whacking the whole body against the floor. Pure sick.

The highlight of the camp was this thing call camp pinnacle night. Each platoon of cadets is supposed to perform an item on that night. I was so entertained, not only by the programmes and the performance, i was also entertained by the high-ness, the cheers and the crowd. All i can say is.. OMG.. They are really a batch of high ppls put together. This deeply reminds me of those poly CLS camp. I wonder why i wasn't that high when i was in those camps those days. One day, if i still got a chance to get involved in the camp, i think.. i will.. nono.. i think i'm too old for being high. haha..

Omg, this feeling is back... very long nv have this feeling already.. the wtf?! todae is only wednesday?! feeling. arghh~~~ y?!YYY?! y only wednesday?! WEDNESDAY?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!

Escape

2008-11-12T05:26:00.000-08:00

Exhausted. Very.

I'm lacking of sleep for the past few weeks. Was really too busy for the past few days again due to army commitment. Driver life really sucks. I wonder if it is the same for other driver in other units.

My punishment for that accident is already out, i will most probably pay a fine of $100. Tomorrow i will have to go through all those kena charged procedure like marching into the JDO office, sign the thing and have a negative record in my military data.

Wasn't in a really good mood these few days due to exhaustion. tired = pissed off. I was not exactly pissed off though, just that it was to a extent that my smile was not seen. I finally understand why God gave me this smile. I remembered being called Issac (meaning he laughs in hebrew) by my band instructor and i was unknowingly called smiling buddha at some point of time in army. Even if i was being scolded, i just feel like smiling. I just have no idea how to remove this smile on my face. These few days when my smile wasn't there, alot of people was kind enough to ask me, ' hey, why you so angry?' 'hey, why u look so fierce?' I wasn't angry, neither was i pissed off. Then i came to realised.. I, without my smile, just isn't me.

Have a lot of thoughts about changing vocation. And that is, if i am unable to get driving license at the end of my army life due to the accident. I mean it is really no point to continue what i am doing if i am not rewarded deservingly. Stay in whenever there are NCC camps, stay in because of hyper early detail, first to come last to go for every major events, doing things out of our job scope, being taken for granted, being treated like dog despite our importance in the camp. We do things for nobody to see, everything thinks we are slack but no one actually bothers to find out how busy we are. Hardly any one gives a damn on how tired we are. If i cannot get my license, what am i holding on for?

On a happier note, went to oth's birthday celebration last friday. Chalet at Changi village there. Stayed over for 3 days and played some mahjongs (at the expenses of oth) and relax over the weekend. And that, makes me doubly lack of sufficient sleep. Coming up next, is jian yang's birthday celebration this coming sunday. Dunno how many more to attend for this year.

I think i am being too tied down by army matters already. Now, i really wish to experience more civilian lifestyle. i want to watch movies, i want to sing ktv, i want to find some place to chill, i want to ton at my friend's house, i want to see orchard road once again, there are many things i really wants to do. My mind just wants to borrow some time to escape.

Tomorrow needs to stay in yet again for some stupid major event. haiz~

The problem of the future, TODAY.

Wednesday.

Bang Bang Boom

2008-10-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Back to the time when i just posted in to NCC after my driving course, I saw the triangular sign for vehicle breakdown or accident, i told myself, one day in my remaining NS life, i will confirm use the triangular sign. And i was damn right.

Had a damn minor accident today. Bang a SMRT bus with my mini-bus. Well done. A lot of stupid procedures to do, call here call there, report here report there. Waited inside my mini-bus for at least 3 hours before someone actually came to pick me up. Was pretty surprised that when i came back to camp, i did not receive any scoldings from anyone of my superior. The feeling was just damn weird, especially when my RQ came to concern about me, if i am alright, if i haf my lunch and so on...

But i think i did a very good job to keep myself very calm. Some of my friends told me, 'ehh.. u not worried meh?' Who can not be worried when facing this kind of situation? But as far as i can go, i tried to avoid all my worries. Was really exhausted by this incident. Wrote statement, being questioned here questioned there. Dunno if i can still get my license or not.

Must really apologised to alot of people here in NCC, cuz of me having an accident. So many people and things have to be involved. I felt bad. I felt remorseful.

Its Wednesday, definitely not the best day of the week.

hope everything will be fine.. haiz~

Click~!

2008-10-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

Another slack week had past just like that, in a click.

Went through NCC cohesion day, work for one and a half day, watch a couple of movies.

"Click!" The week is gone.

I WANT MORE SLACK WEEK!!! MORE MORE MORE MORE!!!!!

Kublai Khan, the warrior and the cook

2008-10-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

"The reason why Kublai Khan was a warrior of his time and not a cook is because he knew that he cannot cook."

Went to Kublai Khan (or was it Gengkis Khan) buffet restaurant last thursday with the usuals (wj and oth) and a special guest, wan wei. It was the worst buffet i had for my past 21 years. Not a single food tasted good except for the coke and sprite, even for the ice cream that they bought from outside company was terrible. Guys, my advice is don't even think of trying the food there. Thank god I did not have any diarrhoea the next day.

The Usuals and wan wei with a table of horrendous food.

Had a very relaxed and slack week overall as it was covered with offs and holiday. Had my eyes glued to my com, tv and psp all the time at home and also went out with the usuals during some of the days.

Didn't do anything much on my birthday though, was at home the whole time before me and oth went to play lan for a while. As for my birthday gift, received nike gift voucher from Mr Ho and also some cash by st they all. One of my closer army friend also treated me to sing k. Bought a new nike duffel bag for myself using Mr Ho's gift voucher and intend to buy my g shock watch using the money tt st and gang gave me. Well, thanks all for the gifts and also thanks those who wish me a wonderful birthday.

Now, as I end my day in this blog, I know that my slack week has come to an end. However, I believe that one comes after another, tomorrow onwards will commerce another slack week as 2 leaves are coming up and tomorrow is my NCC cohesion day followed by a half day off. Wooo.. the air of October seems so fresh. Ahhh~~~~

btw...

Happy Children's Day!! Happy Wednesday!!

please LEAVE and get OFF

2008-09-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, all shits aside. All worries are temporary gone as the low key is here. My 9 days worth of leave and off just got approved and its gonna be the best birthday gift i've got. Away from that stupid place. Yeah right. Oh yah, talking about birthday, an advance happy and peaceful birthday to myself, hope that next year june faster arrived.

Happy birthday too, to those September babies and those arriving in October. Happy Wednesday everyone.

2008-09-17T06:46:00.000-07:00

4 more days!!! and all the shit will be temporary over~~ yeay!!

Ultimate 'Suay-ness'

2008-09-10T05:38:00.000-07:00

When one unfortunate incident happens, depending of the degree of seriousness, minor one may be just purely lack of luck and major ones we call it 'suay.' When two unfortunate incidents happen, there are only two possible terms to describe, once again 'suay' or we can call it coincidence. But when a series of unfortunate incidents happen all at once within 2 weeks, is it just sheer coincidence or is it ultimate 'suay-ness'. I have no idea.

Seriously, i am not a superstitious person who believes in bad luck aura or what, but what happens in these two weeks make it hard not to believe. I shall compile a summarised list and it goes like this,

1. Vehicle broke down at 9+ pm, when i was about to go home, jumpstart vehicle and all that, eventually reached back at 10+ and i had to stay in, which in fact i could have went home on that friday night if not for that f up vehicle.

2. Following day, gave myself a break by taking a cab home, damn, a jam at CTE, due to a dumb accident, took me 1 hour to reached home and cab fare was double the amount it should be. Was pretty angry because the cab driver had no initiative to take an alternative route.

3. Got caught for fetching some NSFs out of camp after office hours. I was heading to AMK for some despatch and granted those people their convenience by sending them out since it was along the way and eventually, i was caught by my HOD. ALMOST got charged, and i emphasised the word, ALMOST. Very close.

4. Somehow 3 vehicles were spoiled under my legs. First, it was the clutch slave pump that was spoiled while i was driving halfway and then it was i accidentally stepped on the SWD (speed limiter) wire that caused the vehicle to be off road and then it was something that was very major. There was this rostrum in my vehicle standing, and i was supposed to drive to somewhere less than 50m away. While turning, the rostrum fell and hit the window of my vehicle. Now, chances are i have to pay the price, which most probably going to be my 1 month's pay. It was considered very lucky that i did not got any extra duties for that. Looks like September is a grass eating month.

5. My earphone that i bought for $50 earlier this year spoiled and then my mp3 charger spoiled. Then, my psp somehow dropped on the floor leaving deep cutS.

6. Even when i am walking, i had a minor sprain on my ankle due to some uneven road made by the construction going on. Was also splashed by rain water, when a cab drove past me. That is how pathetic i am now.

7. There are still alot more down the list but i thought this was good enough.

After reading through this post myself, somehow i think i sound quite hilarious. But, in actual fact, i am now feeling real pathetic, super low. I am starting to fear a lot of things. Fear that i get caught again for doing stupid things, fear that letter of dashing across red light may just shoot to me anytime building up more troubles, fear for more things that might just hit me unexpectedly.
Today on my way back home, really shagged by all those incidents. Stoned in bus, trying to find the right song to listen in my mp3 player and this song simply caught me.
那首歌好像这样唱的...

天黑黑欲落雨..
天黑黑..
黑黑..
..

Official Launch

2008-08-27T05:51:00.000-07:00

The official launch is here. I finally made known to everybody about my new blog, but this is provided that they even bothered to come to my abandoned blog. The only way to find out this blog currently is through the link given at my blog site. As for my prediction, i dun think anyone would ever find out this blog. I will still be blogging though despite nobody looking at my blog. I treat this blog as a place to record down the little things tt is happening ard me and reflect on things tt bring me down and inspire me along the way at this stage of life. And it doesn't really matter if anyone bothers to look at it or not. Once again, to those who does find out and view my blog, i appreciate tt you have spend tt little bit of your effort and time to view my blog, do enjoy. Cheers..

Omg.. its Wednesday!!

2008-08-20T05:39:00.000-07:00

Yoyo. A greeting for myself, my blog, to those who are NOT reading my blog and to those who somehow manage to find out my blog. Its been an entire year since i blogged and i shall again start to nag, grumble and scream in this blog. Well, this blog was set up to bring up a very bright and positive outlook so my life won't seem so dull, boring, full of worries, sad. Ok, that is provided that i didn't dash across the traffic light with red light camera around and speed with nobody complain back to my unit.

Some may ask, 'why Q why?? Why is it Wednesday, not the hopeful Friday, not that accomplished Sunday, not the bluey Monday.' After spending quite a routine life in my unit, NCC, i came to realise that Wednesday is a day where u accumulate all the tiredness and frustration from Monday and Tuesday. Weekend looks like its approaching but doesn't seems near too. There you go, you have that stuck in the middle feeling, the suck in the black hole feeling and the lost in the middle desert feeling on Wenesday. And therefore at the most despaired day of the week, probably you need a place to grumble, to shout out the tormenting experience you had over the week or to relieve before you feel stressed about the remaining weekdays. Welcome to my blog, my WEDNESDAY blog.

Ahh... wait wait, I must explain myself before the blog turns less positive. Despite being the most hopeless day of the week, I like Wednesday for its 'Hey, welcome to reality, dude.' feeling. This makes you suddenly feel that you are actually living a life, not a lie.